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About Me Member General Poet reasonablyparanoid19/Female/United States

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The Perfect ConditionsLet’s not ruin this. Why can’t things just stay the way they are? Is change really all that necessary? I just want to sit here and look up at the stars with you. All the world can disappear. I don't care if everything else melts away, just as long as we can stay here. I just want you to want to hold me. Only to say that you will never let go. I know it is not true, but please, at least let me think it to be so. I want this to be the moment that I remember. I want this to be the moment that lasts. I want this to be the illusion that stays. I wan The Perfect Conditions
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InhibitionsI sit in my room with a pen and paper,
stare blankly at the wall. I just think
and wonder. Why have I not done what probably should have been done long ago? What is it that is holding me back? Is it my convictions? Or my ideals? My values? What? What is stopping me? Truthfully. . . I just don't know. Inhibitions
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MazeThere’s an eternity in there, I wish I could be a part of it the beauty, the majesty, the endlessness, I want to go in that place that place with all the mirrors, and light, and color, and all those oh... those those beautiful beautiful shapes I want to be submerged in that eternal beauty It seems like a perfect place to get lost I want to get lost And where better to get lost than in that beautiful, colorful, majestic, eternal, maze. Maze
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MeaninglessI want to have a meaningful conversation. One that doesn’t consist of insignificant gossip: who’s dating whose ex, or who bashed whose head into the lockers, or which relatives said what crap about each other. I want to talk to someone about actual concerns of the world. I want to talk to someone about ideas that are floating in my head. I am tired of talking about things that I don’t care about. I want to talk about issues, ideas, philosophy, ideals. But everyday, whenever I am with someone, talking to the Meaningless
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Talugah ::gift art::
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flower sketch
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Lose, Lose SituationYou are my unworthy slave-- the ant in the palm of my hand. So I'll kick you around in the dirt, and make you plead for the end.
I thought I told you to get on the floor.
Crawl on the ground.
I'll use you and throw you away just like the rest. You are nothing more to me.

Look at your pathetic and breakable feelings and form. I don't care. I never have, and I never will.
Your weakness gives me strength, and my power is beyond your reckoning.
So go ahead, just try to smite me down. I guarantee you won't leave without a Lose, Lose Situation
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snow and breeze
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Been a While

Tue Feb 13, 2007, 2:26 PM

Ok... so things have not been all that great. People are really beginning to become a real disappointment. Personal issues aside, I haven't written anything, at least nothing good, in months... almost a year!!! I suppose it doesn't really matter because as I have recently discovered, writing or drawing is not going to be a part of my life, at least not in a professional/career way. So all of you who read this, thank you and goodbye. I seriously doubt there are going to be any new posts up from me ever again, because I have been so creative as of late!!! Thank you to all of those who have taken the time to read and critique my work.

Goodbye.

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